3months

3 Months Holidays

huh... =.="
Everyone feel happy when having their holidays...
but...
for me.....

i feel boring...!

and the holidays not only 1week or 2weeks
but is 3MONTHS!!!

HElp....

everyday wake up from sleep....
take my shower...
dress up nice nice...
make up myself...
have lunch with friends...
shopping...
shop shop shop til drop...
and now become po kai d...
thinking to find a part time job
but sometimes feel lazy for it...

friends ask for:

yam char???
huh... lazy la... ntg to gossip oso...

clubbing???
dun wan la... i old d... shake awhile oso wan sleep d...

window shopping???
aiyo... can c oso cannot buy... rather stay at home...

shopping???
no money la... wait next week la...

cheong k???
hmm... see 1st k? comfirm with u later...but feel lazy...

study???
pls la... now is my holidays... dun talk about study...

travel???
haiz... friends not comfirm yet... how to go...

online chit chat???
my pc got virus can't on9 lo...

sms???
i jz do my nail, lazy to press le...

go for a movie???
dun wan la, i only wan to watch horror movie or ghost movie... now oso dun hv...

bowling???
not interested...

so boring with my life with so many excuses.....

but i feel happy with sleeping....
haha

害怕的心情

突然走到一半

我累了
我哭了

突然间，我很怕失去你的感觉
我感到很寂寞
很孤单

听回以前我爱听的歌
突然间就好像回到了从前的我

翻页每个想你的夜晚
我很想念你

就是这突然间
让我慢了下来
想一想
我是否真的拥有属于自己的爱情呢？
我真的那么幸福吗？
我们真的能长久吗？
你真的爱我吗？

我哭了。。。

我害怕。。
很害怕。。
失去你的感觉。。
很害怕被抛弃的感觉。。

总觉得自己不可能有属于自己的爱情。。
才那么几个月。。
我很害怕再走下去。。

走得越久
感情越深
我害怕当我要珍惜你的时候
你就默默地慢了下来
甚至抛弃我。。

我真的很害怕。。
不知应不应该走下去呢。。

一年多的感情都可以那么容易说放就放
那我这几个月的感情怎么说呢？？

白色情人节

白色情人节

明天三月十四日是大家所谓的白色情人节

有人说，

白色情人节是回复情人节的告白的一天

通常大家都会在情人节的时候告白

但却得不到答案

那在这一个月内就是考虑的时期啦！

如果你也喜欢那个跟你告白的人，

那一定要给个答复哦！

告诉那个人你也喜欢他/她

那两个人就会开心地在一起了

也有人说，

从前从前，有一个很痴情的男生爱上了一个有病的女生

其实他们都是相爱的

在2月14日，男的就跟那女的告白

而那女的就答应了在一个月后就会给个答复

但老天爷总是不让相爱的人在一起

那女的等不到一个月后就去世了

一个月后的当天3月14日

那男的才发现自己最爱的人已死了

所以他很伤心很伤心

所以就把这一天取为

白色情人节

和他已去世的爱人庆祝

所以如果有了情人的恋人
一定要好好珍惜对方哦！

白色情人节快乐~

Trust

never knew everything will become like now

everything is jz like the previous

my previous life

i tot everything would change

since i met you

but you r jz like my previous ex

everyone in this world is jz the same

no one will understand what i felt

and i m always the bad person

ok well, i love to become a bad person

i will never show anyone how i feel

coz i dun wanna anyone pity me

jz want everyone hate me!

everything is jz started with a TRUST or not

either u trust her or not

if u trust what she said

u'll never fall into a hill

and if u don't even wanna listen to her

u'll fall into the hill deeper and deeper

actually everything is jz very simple and easy

look further and u'll find the way out

if u lock urself here

u'r jz killing urself and me as well

stay calm and be what u r

and everything will be alright

trust me

Hello Kitty @ mac

Hello Kitty Edition
@ MAC

my collection of hello kitty

Hello kitty special limited edition @ MAC !

I found it @ pyramid last Saturday and i bought 1 powder foundation RM92 + 1 eye shadow palette RM150. Many of others sold out at pyramid.

On this Monday, i went to Pavillion to search for the others...
Thanks god that gave me found another 1 Lipgloss RM62 and 1 Lipstick RM62 (it was those colours that left)

I still dun wan to give up, and FINALLY i found another 2 Lipgloss and 1 Lipstick at KLCC..!
and not only this.... the promoter of MAC that served me is really so friendly..

She told me that she bought 1 Blusher and 2 Lip Balm and asked me whether i wan it anot..
so of course i'll buy it down...

I felt so happy becoz i got the hello kitty edition but not complete yet..

I Love Hello Kitty =)

a short dairy of mine

Finally one month past~~~~

many things happened in this one month.....
i got another 16days to go..
to be a receptionist!!

actually everything is jz easy
if u can manage to handle all the guests!!
there r many kind of human nature...
some guests are very friendly
but there are also many fussy guests that i hate the most!!!

ishhhhsss!!! thought urself very rich arr?????!
receptionist is oso a human..!
can u all pls treat us as a human and respect us....!
money is nt everything.. blaaaa......

but i m quite happy to be a receptionist while having my internship..
i hv to be socialize..
friendly..
smile all the time..
and be more patient..

hahahaha after my internship..
i'll be free...

wowooooowhooooo......
i can fly...
i wanna rest , sleep sleep and play play play.....!

while this few days.... i can't c my dardar..
coz dardar edy went back to cyber T.T
miss my dar so much......
but without my dardar here by my side..
i hv to be more independent..

it jz only 3months with dardar
as like what dar said
hope can 2gether with me nt count by month
but count by years........
i oso hope we can hv a stable relationship....
jz scared one day dardar will leave me...
huh... dun dare to think....

then think about play......
i wanna go to thailand when the splashing water days
wanna go play water water water...
and wanna go overseas....

going to off then.... good night =)