30 Oct 2009 雨天
流浪的感觉真好
什么都不想 就一直走
走到累了 就停下来
休息一下 呵呵
下着大雨的整夜
让我想起了很多
我一人呆在车里
抱着我的bear
就这样睡着了
醒来时 已是天亮了
又是新的一天啦！
加油~~~
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
28/10/2009
28/10/2009
昨晚的我都不知干嘛
明明对于你们俩的东西没怎样
可是却自暴自弃
神经出了问题吧
算了，有时真的不懂你是怎样的
对我一路来都很好的你
让我觉得很可怕
可怕的是你，还是我呢
今天工作上就没什么特别啦
就是慢慢的学习
很多客人都以为我是参种的或是马来人。。
奇怪。。。
现在的我，一个人在mcD。。。
3.51 am了。。
有点爱睡了。。
晚安^______^
昨晚的我都不知干嘛
明明对于你们俩的东西没怎样
可是却自暴自弃
神经出了问题吧
算了，有时真的不懂你是怎样的
对我一路来都很好的你
让我觉得很可怕
可怕的是你，还是我呢
今天工作上就没什么特别啦
就是慢慢的学习
很多客人都以为我是参种的或是马来人。。
奇怪。。。
现在的我，一个人在mcD。。。
3.51 am了。。
有点爱睡了。。
晚安^______^
Sunday, October 25, 2009
25/10/2009
25/10/2009 晴天
今天心情比较好了
现在的我 只想做工
什么都不想了。
昨晚做到1点，驾到巴生的mcD停了下来
就在那发呆，也在车睡着了
听说在车睡着真的会死人
我真的不信咯！
如果我真的死了
我没任何遗憾。
我每天的生活就这样
醒来上一下线
3点就要去工作了
我就快要破产了因为打油
死笨蛋车不要吃我那么多油啦
1点半夜才放工，累时就停路边睡觉
这样就是我最近的生活了。
每当开车回家时
真的不懂要去哪里
知道回到家 就算几累 都是睡不着的
每晚就流浪到4-5点
累。。。！
我知道这次我一定要独立了
我知道我长大了
我也知道你已经不在我身边了。。。
昨晚听到一首歌 “最幸福的事”
这首歌让我想起了你 那时的我们感情已出问题了
可是我再也没想过 这次当我听见这首歌时 你已不在我身边了。
很遗憾 为什么当初的我 不会珍惜 只会哭哭闹闹。。。
今天心情比较好了
现在的我 只想做工
什么都不想了。
昨晚做到1点，驾到巴生的mcD停了下来
就在那发呆，也在车睡着了
听说在车睡着真的会死人
我真的不信咯！
如果我真的死了
我没任何遗憾。
我每天的生活就这样
醒来上一下线
3点就要去工作了
我就快要破产了因为打油
死笨蛋车不要吃我那么多油啦
1点半夜才放工，累时就停路边睡觉
这样就是我最近的生活了。
每当开车回家时
真的不懂要去哪里
知道回到家 就算几累 都是睡不着的
每晚就流浪到4-5点
累。。。！
我知道这次我一定要独立了
我知道我长大了
我也知道你已经不在我身边了。。。
昨晚听到一首歌 “最幸福的事”
这首歌让我想起了你 那时的我们感情已出问题了
可是我再也没想过 这次当我听见这首歌时 你已不在我身边了。
很遗憾 为什么当初的我 不会珍惜 只会哭哭闹闹。。。
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
A night with.
our drinks =)A night with sadness.
thanks alice, shinx and others acc.
@enigma, nice live band and songs.
i gotta let go. letting go all.
21-10-2009
thanks alice, shinx and others acc.
@enigma, nice live band and songs.
i gotta let go. letting go all.
21-10-2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
２１－１０－２００９
i hate you!
i gonna hate u forever!
why m i so stupid?
why i wanna cry?
RACHEL GOH!
ｓｔｏｐ ｔｈｉｎｋｉｎｇ ｏｆ ｉｔ！
我知道 我早就应该知道
我们只是陌生人！
我输了。
i gonna hate u forever!
why m i so stupid?
why i wanna cry?
RACHEL GOH!
ｓｔｏｐ ｔｈｉｎｋｉｎｇ ｏｆ ｉｔ！
我知道 我早就应该知道
我们只是陌生人！
我输了。
Sunday, October 18, 2009
晴天娃娃
我喜欢晴天娃娃~可能是因为我不喜欢雨。
它是祈求天晴的娃娃~
我喜欢晴天，美好的一天
是晴天娃娃召唤太阳盛开~
“阳光会绽放为爱相信的雨滴，因为晴天娃娃的祈求”
晴天娃娃 给我带来美好的一天
晴天娃娃 让我的每一天都阳光灿烂
晴天娃娃
…… ……
不知道，晴天娃娃
有没有悲伤
但它的悲伤不让别人看到
只有下雨，
它独自一人悲伤
所以，
我要每一天都阳光，
不让它悲伤。。
有这样一首歌谣:
晴天娃娃，晴天娃娃，但愿明天是个好天气。如果是这样，就给你个金铃铛。 晴天娃娃，晴天娃娃，但愿明天是个好天气。如果是这样，就给你美味的酒。 晴天娃娃，晴天娃娃，但愿明天是个好天气。如不是这样，就把你的头割下。
Saturday, October 17, 2009
阳子与晴天娃娃
“晴天娃娃^^”
“hihii”
“还记得我吗？
你还睡过我的旁边，我的背还让你靠过。”
“我没印象哦。”
（我在心想，是你吗？阳子吗？眼泪慢慢地流了下来）
“哦！我好像有些印象！可是不知你是不是我印象中的你..”
“说说看。” 阳子回答
阳子也说了：
“去年的某一天，晴天娃娃和阳子在msn聊过天， 而且那个傻晴天还说找不到阳子的背所以 睡不着。
“ 我也很想跟她说
我很想她。。”
晴天说： “我记得以前有一个阳子 是在晴天进入 ‘她们’这个世界前时认识的，我也记得她让我在她背睡着过， 阳子时常哄晴天睡着的。我记得。。。” 我笑着说
“阳子。。”
“ 你知道吗， 晴天娃娃受伤了。。”
“受伤了吗？？痛不痛” 阳子说
“嗯，很痛。。
我知道我根本就不应该进入她们的世界” 我哭着回答
阳子对晴天说了
“没关系啦，还有阳子在。会疼你， 至少还有我.....
我。。。很想你， 受伤了，就应该哭， 但是哭了以后，要比哭之前坚强一点点
知道吗？”
“可是晴天娃娃不见了”
“为什么？ 晴天不能不见...”
“晴天在哭吗...?”
“ 你知道吗？阳子现在一个人在日本，这个月就一年了。”
（我很惊讶，原来我一年没见阳子了！她人已在一个很远的地方了。）
阳子一个人在那工作，而且是一个人过去的。
她也说了在日本是不一样的，他们不在乎别人怎样看的！ 就做自己想做的事所以我要学学她们哦~
“受了伤的晴天要加油...知道吗？”
“还有...不是每个女生都会让人受伤的...因为至少我认为..我不会。”阳子说
“阳子... 抱抱...”
阳子:“^^很用力的抱着你了，感觉到了吗？辛苦你了，不要再让自己受伤了哦... 嘻嘻，因为阳子也会痛..^^这一年里...也很想晴天哦...”
“如果你真的来到日本..阳子就不会再是player了...”
晴天很惊讶的问了
“player?阳子不要再当player了，好吗？”
聊着聊着。。。
（真的不想看到阳子这样，心疼了，只想说，不管你在那边多么寂寞，要记得至少还有我这个晴天娃娃一直都在你心里陪着你^^)
真的很开心，也没想过阳子还记得我这个晴天娃娃~
更没想过会在遇回阳子~
阳子~我们一起加油哦！！
“hihii”
“还记得我吗？
你还睡过我的旁边，我的背还让你靠过。”
“我没印象哦。”
（我在心想，是你吗？阳子吗？眼泪慢慢地流了下来）
“哦！我好像有些印象！可是不知你是不是我印象中的你..”
“说说看。” 阳子回答
阳子也说了：
“去年的某一天，晴天娃娃和阳子在msn聊过天， 而且那个傻晴天还说找不到阳子的背所以 睡不着。
“ 我也很想跟她说
我很想她。。”
晴天说： “我记得以前有一个阳子 是在晴天进入 ‘她们’这个世界前时认识的，我也记得她让我在她背睡着过， 阳子时常哄晴天睡着的。我记得。。。” 我笑着说
“阳子。。”
“ 你知道吗， 晴天娃娃受伤了。。”
“受伤了吗？？痛不痛” 阳子说
“嗯，很痛。。
我知道我根本就不应该进入她们的世界” 我哭着回答
阳子对晴天说了
“没关系啦，还有阳子在。会疼你， 至少还有我.....
我。。。很想你， 受伤了，就应该哭， 但是哭了以后，要比哭之前坚强一点点
知道吗？”
“可是晴天娃娃不见了”
“为什么？ 晴天不能不见...”
“晴天在哭吗...?”
“ 你知道吗？阳子现在一个人在日本，这个月就一年了。”
（我很惊讶，原来我一年没见阳子了！她人已在一个很远的地方了。）
阳子一个人在那工作，而且是一个人过去的。
她也说了在日本是不一样的，他们不在乎别人怎样看的！ 就做自己想做的事所以我要学学她们哦~
“受了伤的晴天要加油...知道吗？”
“还有...不是每个女生都会让人受伤的...因为至少我认为..我不会。”阳子说
“阳子... 抱抱...”
阳子:“^^很用力的抱着你了，感觉到了吗？辛苦你了，不要再让自己受伤了哦... 嘻嘻，因为阳子也会痛..^^这一年里...也很想晴天哦...”
“如果你真的来到日本..阳子就不会再是player了...”
晴天很惊讶的问了
“player?阳子不要再当player了，好吗？”
聊着聊着。。。
（真的不想看到阳子这样，心疼了，只想说，不管你在那边多么寂寞，要记得至少还有我这个晴天娃娃一直都在你心里陪着你^^)
真的很开心，也没想过阳子还记得我这个晴天娃娃~
更没想过会在遇回阳子~
阳子~我们一起加油哦！！
Friday, October 16, 2009
加油
刚看了你的那一页
我的心 渐渐的痛
我到底怎么了？
我流泪
是因为看到你的不开心
看到你写的最近
看到你的烦恼。。。
“对爱情自己是太自信
失败了我输得起
过去，已经过去
眼前你要珍惜！”
只希望你过得 开开心心^^
我的心 渐渐的痛
我到底怎么了？
我流泪
是因为看到你的不开心
看到你写的最近
看到你的烦恼。。。
“对爱情自己是太自信
失败了我输得起
过去，已经过去
眼前你要珍惜！”
只希望你过得 开开心心^^
My feeling
weird feeling...
happy?
upset?
depression?
stress?
emo?
sad?
excited?
nervous?
regret?
this is wat u make me feel like...
p/s: "how you treat me, and that's how i gonna treat u.."
u treat me like a dog, i'll treat u back the same..
and if u treat me like a princess, i'll treat u back the same too =)
happy?
upset?
depression?
stress?
emo?
sad?
excited?
nervous?
regret?
this is wat u make me feel like...
p/s: "how you treat me, and that's how i gonna treat u.."
u treat me like a dog, i'll treat u back the same..
and if u treat me like a princess, i'll treat u back the same too =)
Falling for you
love this song so much =)
it's so meaningful and nice~
"I think i'm falling for you~"
"I don't know but i think i maybe
Falling for you, dropping so quickly
Maybe i should keep this to myself
Waiting until i know you better
I am trying not to tell you but i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say so i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of holding this inside my head~
I've been spending all my time just thinking about you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm falling for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found you, i don't know what to do,
I think i'm falling for you, I'm falling for you~"
is special for you ^__^
it's so meaningful and nice~
"I think i'm falling for you~"
"I don't know but i think i maybe
Falling for you, dropping so quickly
Maybe i should keep this to myself
Waiting until i know you better
I am trying not to tell you but i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say so i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of holding this inside my head~
I've been spending all my time just thinking about you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm falling for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found you, i don't know what to do,
I think i'm falling for you, I'm falling for you~"
is special for you ^__^
Not fair
Oh, he treats me with respect, he says he loves me all the time
He calls me fifteen times a day, he likes to make sure that I'm fine
You know I've never met a man, who's made me feel quite so secure
He's not like all them other boys, they're all so dumb and immature
There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed, you're just no good,it's such a shame
I look into your eyes, I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and it's apparent it's all over
It's not fair and I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean, I think you're really mean
Oh, you're suppose to care
But you never make me scream, you never make me scream
Oh, it's not fair and it's really not okay
It's really not okay, it's really not okay
Oh, you're supposed to care
But all you do is take, yeah, all you do is take
Oh, I lie here in the wet patch in the middle of the bed
I'm feeling pretty damn hard done by, I spent ages giving head
Then I remember all the nice things that you ever said to me
Maybe I'm just overreacting, maybe you're the one for me
There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed, you're just no good, it's such a shame
I look into your eyes,I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and it's apparent it's all over
It's not fair and I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean, I think you're really mean
Oh, you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream, you never make me scream
Oh, it's not fair and it's really not okay
It's really not okay, it's really not okay
Oh, you're supposed to care
But all you do is take, yeah, all you do is take
p/s: nice song but stupid lyrics..! lolx..
He calls me fifteen times a day, he likes to make sure that I'm fine
You know I've never met a man, who's made me feel quite so secure
He's not like all them other boys, they're all so dumb and immature
There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed, you're just no good,it's such a shame
I look into your eyes, I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and it's apparent it's all over
It's not fair and I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean, I think you're really mean
Oh, you're suppose to care
But you never make me scream, you never make me scream
Oh, it's not fair and it's really not okay
It's really not okay, it's really not okay
Oh, you're supposed to care
But all you do is take, yeah, all you do is take
Oh, I lie here in the wet patch in the middle of the bed
I'm feeling pretty damn hard done by, I spent ages giving head
Then I remember all the nice things that you ever said to me
Maybe I'm just overreacting, maybe you're the one for me
There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed, you're just no good, it's such a shame
I look into your eyes,I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and it's apparent it's all over
It's not fair and I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean, I think you're really mean
Oh, you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream, you never make me scream
Oh, it's not fair and it's really not okay
It's really not okay, it's really not okay
Oh, you're supposed to care
But all you do is take, yeah, all you do is take
p/s: nice song but stupid lyrics..! lolx..
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
失眠-许慧欣
Evonne許慧欣-失眠MV
失眠
许慧欣
拥着温暖的棉被 想着冰冷的甜美
用尽力气快点睡 反而累得不能睡
枕头保留你气味 眼眶失去你点缀
只愿工作的汗水 能够冲淡我眼泪
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
感情受伤 不该连累 眼圈发黑
不断轮回的玫瑰 憔悴过后是妩媚
想念带来了约会 失眠逼出了体会
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
感情受伤 不该连累 眼圈发黑
如果真不能睡 该清醒着面对沉
醉在美化的过去 是种罪
还得为明天预备 还没有条件崩溃
失眠就换上新的香水
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
眼泪无知 欲睡又醒 陈旧玫瑰
失眠
许慧欣
拥着温暖的棉被 想着冰冷的甜美
用尽力气快点睡 反而累得不能睡
枕头保留你气味 眼眶失去你点缀
只愿工作的汗水 能够冲淡我眼泪
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
感情受伤 不该连累 眼圈发黑
不断轮回的玫瑰 憔悴过后是妩媚
想念带来了约会 失眠逼出了体会
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
感情受伤 不该连累 眼圈发黑
如果真不能睡 该清醒着面对沉
醉在美化的过去 是种罪
还得为明天预备 还没有条件崩溃
失眠就换上新的香水
时间万岁 我总会无力伤悲
梦幻一场 不是为了午夜梦回
时间万岁 证明和你不配
眼泪无知 欲睡又醒 陈旧玫瑰
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
YOU should think urself
u know i really angry vf wat that "someone" told others
pls shut ur mouth up la
this all is non of ur f*cking business
wat i hv done is non of ur business too
come on
ppl who hv fun in the club doesn't mean anything
drink, drank, drunk!
the word "da ke lun" and "good bye kiss (jz lips to lips)"
is totally different!!!
why don't u tell others that i kissed with eunice and xiao ting??????
why you only wan to mention YOU, ck and xiao xin?????!!!!
(this is wat u wanna tell others right?)
and pls DUN KEEP DENY wat u hv tell others!!
i really hate LIAR!
the word "friend" / "bro" is jz bullshit!!
never expect that u r jz same vf those 8 po...
watelse u told others u know urself!
you should THINK b4 SAY ANYTHING. BYE THEN!
p/s: I jz wan a peaceful life! leave me alone...!
pls shut ur mouth up la
this all is non of ur f*cking business
wat i hv done is non of ur business too
come on
ppl who hv fun in the club doesn't mean anything
drink, drank, drunk!
the word "da ke lun" and "good bye kiss (jz lips to lips)"
is totally different!!!
why don't u tell others that i kissed with eunice and xiao ting??????
why you only wan to mention YOU, ck and xiao xin?????!!!!
(this is wat u wanna tell others right?)
and pls DUN KEEP DENY wat u hv tell others!!
i really hate LIAR!
the word "friend" / "bro" is jz bullshit!!
never expect that u r jz same vf those 8 po...
watelse u told others u know urself!
you should THINK b4 SAY ANYTHING. BYE THEN!
p/s: I jz wan a peaceful life! leave me alone...!
Monday, October 12, 2009
我的心情
有人说
"我看到的你不再悲伤了。"
我笑着地回答了
"是吗?"
心想
“我真的开心了吗？”
“我真的变回了我自己吗？”
很想哭
可是眼泪不允许我再为她而流泪
就这样的麻醉自己
麻醉我的感情世界及我的生活。。。
我真的很坚强了
你看到了吗？
偶尔会流泪
偶尔还会想念你
偶尔还会大喊你的名字
可是这偶尔只会在我心里
没人会看见。。。。。。
"我看到的你不再悲伤了。"
我笑着地回答了
"是吗?"
心想
“我真的开心了吗？”
“我真的变回了我自己吗？”
很想哭
可是眼泪不允许我再为她而流泪
就这样的麻醉自己
麻醉我的感情世界及我的生活。。。
我真的很坚强了
你看到了吗？
偶尔会流泪
偶尔还会想念你
偶尔还会大喊你的名字
可是这偶尔只会在我心里
没人会看见。。。。。。
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Recently
ROM of Wan Roo^^
My beloved Hello Kitty^^
Jess & Rach vf our ice-cream^^Woke up in the Saturday morning
went to kota kemuning buddhist society
for Wan Roo jie's ROM
and got to Sunway my old house to change the pad lock..
this day really make me fall and smile
bought my Hello Kitty crocs shoe
and fall down on the road (dam paiseh)
(i heard someone behind me was laughing like crazy but i jz stand up and walked away)
argh......! pain...
b4 the day of 10/10
*09/10/2009
6something in the evening, when i was driving, a careless motorbike bang my car and the person (2 young indian girls) fell down and injured.. damn!!!!* i went down and asked for help to drive them to the nearest hospital.. this was my 1ST time accident and the girl were in the situation of semi concious! luckily she were fine after staying in the wad for 6hours! and i didn't do any police report (everyone ask me to do a police report) but the girl and the family asked nt to.. hmm.. i m still thinking wat should i do.... is this a correct decision....? hmm....
this few days really really dam bad luck and good luck as well!!!!!
there r still some story about it but i really lazy to write....
ask me if wanna know~ hahaaa
*09/10/2009
6something in the evening, when i was driving, a careless motorbike bang my car and the person (2 young indian girls) fell down and injured.. damn!!!!* i went down and asked for help to drive them to the nearest hospital.. this was my 1ST time accident and the girl were in the situation of semi concious! luckily she were fine after staying in the wad for 6hours! and i didn't do any police report (everyone ask me to do a police report) but the girl and the family asked nt to.. hmm.. i m still thinking wat should i do.... is this a correct decision....? hmm....
this few days really really dam bad luck and good luck as well!!!!!
there r still some story about it but i really lazy to write....
ask me if wanna know~ hahaaa
Friday, October 9, 2009
08/10/2009
laz night went to "yam char"
gosh..nvr tot i'll met so many of 'them'
i should put on my make up
i tot "u" were there laz night
luckily i and my secondary friends sit inside
and it make me so nervous
my heart beat was so fast
argh.. i told myself
RachelGoh calm down!!!!!
"for wat u scared?"
"for wat u nervous?"
"for wat u wanna upset?"
she is the one who dumped you!
she is the one who changed her heart!
if she is really there
you should walk to her
smile and say "hi" to her..
all my friends said that too..
but i still couldn't do it..!
Argh...! stupid me!
there r too many of ur shadows in my mind still..
for my dearest
*p/s: i m lucky that i hv you all to come over and acc me..
"if nt i'll keep nervous and dunno wat to do..
muax~ ^^
continue with pool----->
----> then club
----->home
got no key home after club
dam pissed off
so i hv to overnight at my friend's house
and slept until now 2:35pm
TIRED like hell ==""""""""
gosh..nvr tot i'll met so many of 'them'
i should put on my make up
i tot "u" were there laz night
luckily i and my secondary friends sit inside
and it make me so nervous
my heart beat was so fast
argh.. i told myself
RachelGoh calm down!!!!!
"for wat u scared?"
"for wat u nervous?"
"for wat u wanna upset?"
she is the one who dumped you!
she is the one who changed her heart!
if she is really there
you should walk to her
smile and say "hi" to her..
all my friends said that too..
but i still couldn't do it..!
Argh...! stupid me!
there r too many of ur shadows in my mind still..
for my dearest
*p/s: i m lucky that i hv you all to come over and acc me..
"if nt i'll keep nervous and dunno wat to do..
muax~ ^^
continue with pool----->
----> then club
----->home
got no key home after club
dam pissed off
so i hv to overnight at my friend's house
and slept until now 2:35pm
TIRED like hell ==""""""""
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
don't cry
Tears is a very precious things
that will only found in the living things
especially Human
and recently i found that too much tears around me
but nt mine la of course
my dearest friends
stop ur tears
and dry ur eyes
think positive
everything will be alright
no matter what happened
there r still a way out
don't cry for someone doesn't worth it
and i found my way out
and i believe u'll found it soon
cheers
a thing that really make me feel like..hmm...
how to say...
that day one of my friend called me up
and cried..... and i dunno wat the hell is going on with her
she cried because of her results...
and i like....hmm.... i really dunno wat to do...
dear, college given us another chance
and this time we really hv to pass the paper k..
don't be so sad and down
AND never try to think of doing any silly things
if not i gonna slap until u wake up...!
that will only found in the living things
especially Human
and recently i found that too much tears around me
but nt mine la of course
my dearest friends
stop ur tears
and dry ur eyes
think positive
everything will be alright
no matter what happened
there r still a way out
don't cry for someone doesn't worth it
and i found my way out
and i believe u'll found it soon
cheers
a thing that really make me feel like..hmm...
how to say...
that day one of my friend called me up
and cried..... and i dunno wat the hell is going on with her
she cried because of her results...
and i like....hmm.... i really dunno wat to do...
dear, college given us another chance
and this time we really hv to pass the paper k..
don't be so sad and down
AND never try to think of doing any silly things
if not i gonna slap until u wake up...!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
很空
我能说些什么
我什么都不是
我已经慢慢地放下了
“你呢？”
有很多疑问
听着你说她的好
她的温柔
看见你对她的爱护
及操心
答案就让我猜好了
这些都不重要了
我真的不介意 吗？
我有那么大方 吗？
嗯，这些只有我自己懂。。。
(不开心，出去走走。。。）
我什么都不是
我已经慢慢地放下了
“你呢？”
有很多疑问
听着你说她的好
她的温柔
看见你对她的爱护
及操心
答案就让我猜好了
这些都不重要了
我真的不介意 吗？
我有那么大方 吗？
嗯，这些只有我自己懂。。。
(不开心，出去走走。。。）
Monday, October 5, 2009
一定要听的
徐佳瑩 - 失落沙洲
这首歌，是描寫『失去』的一首歌，
細微地勾勒情感遠離的惆悵與 心酸。
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回來
只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
你听见了吗。。。。。。。。。
只想知道你过得好吗？
过得开心吗？
这首歌，是描寫『失去』的一首歌，
細微地勾勒情感遠離的惆悵與 心酸。
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回來
只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
你听见了吗。。。。。。。。。
只想知道你过得好吗？
过得开心吗？
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Moving back
04/10/2009
[moving to my new house]------>
today i moved to my new house
finally i leave subang and went back to klang
but it jz for temporary
the feeling of moving back
moving back to a place that i really belongs to
is like i m moving back home again
(but nt moving my own home la)
we packed, we throw, we cleaned and we leaved
the lorry reached @10am
coz of our things is too many
so the lorry hv to come 2rounds
we moved our beds, cuoboards, sofa, tv, dining table, study table and so on....
about 5pm everything is moved
but we haven't unpack yet..
but everyone seems so tired
so we decided to come on next day
a tired day
+moody day
Rachel say good bye to the house
the memories
and "you"
bye~
tired >< i'm holding the glass top of the dining table
dam heavy..
[moving to my new house]------>
today i moved to my new house
finally i leave subang and went back to klang
but it jz for temporary
the feeling of moving back
moving back to a place that i really belongs to
is like i m moving back home again
(but nt moving my own home la)
we packed, we throw, we cleaned and we leaved
the lorry reached @10am
coz of our things is too many
so the lorry hv to come 2rounds
we moved our beds, cuoboards, sofa, tv, dining table, study table and so on....
about 5pm everything is moved
but we haven't unpack yet..
but everyone seems so tired
so we decided to come on next day
a tired day
+moody day
Rachel say good bye to the house
the memories
and "you"
bye~
tired >< i'm holding the glass top of the dining tabledam heavy..
Friday, October 2, 2009
Our Conversation
i m so happy because of
wat? ^___^
She said:"Ya, actually i would like to invite you to Kemuning Buddhist club to view my registration of marriage day in 10102009 at 2pm"
(wow..it really surprised me! well, i m thinking wat should i do when i attend?hmm..)
She said:"Dear Rachel, Thanks. Many thing must do lor....you must dress beautifully, but not too sexy because holy places mar. secondly perfume yourself. Drive to the place. Then you will see me there with hand holding flowers. See me sign, exchange ring, finally take photo with me. thank you."
(haha~ so happy that wan roo jie found her love one^^)
She said:"Do you think that the somebody loving u so much? worthy for you to sacrifice 1 semester and your life. you are so young, you still have beautiful and colourful days in future. Just forget the someone. Yes, we are lucky becos we stil have eyes, hand, leg to get throught every challenge we have. Love yourself becos this world there is stil many people care , concern about you."
(i really touch when she say that to me and i promised there is no more 2nd time, i nt gonna let anyone2 hurt me anymore and mess my life~!)
cheers~
wat? ^___^
She said:"Ya, actually i would like to invite you to Kemuning Buddhist club to view my registration of marriage day in 10102009 at 2pm"
(wow..it really surprised me! well, i m thinking wat should i do when i attend?hmm..)
She said:"Dear Rachel, Thanks. Many thing must do lor....you must dress beautifully, but not too sexy because holy places mar. secondly perfume yourself. Drive to the place. Then you will see me there with hand holding flowers. See me sign, exchange ring, finally take photo with me. thank you."
(haha~ so happy that wan roo jie found her love one^^)
She said:"Do you think that the somebody loving u so much? worthy for you to sacrifice 1 semester and your life. you are so young, you still have beautiful and colourful days in future. Just forget the someone. Yes, we are lucky becos we stil have eyes, hand, leg to get throught every challenge we have. Love yourself becos this world there is stil many people care , concern about you."
(i really touch when she say that to me and i promised there is no more 2nd time, i nt gonna let anyone2 hurt me anymore and mess my life~!)
cheers~
2-Oct-2009
2Oct2009
Today i feel so nervous
wat kind of feel is this?
i should be happy right?
but seems like i m worrying something
wat happened to me?
Laz night my house was having a farewell
i going to leave the house at pjs7
and move to somewhere else
is sad to leave the house becoz there r so many memories
although is jz a short period
and u edy leave me for about 1month plus
but ur shadow still there that i could nvr 4get
laz night was talking vf my friend-knompy on the playgroud
as like wat she said
delete all our photos, it could make me feel better
the moment she ask me to delete
i really dunno wat to do
i don't want to delete...
i told her i dun wan to delete u...
i will put u down but i'll nvr 4get u..
coz i dun wan2 4get u.........
and finally i changed my wallpaper~
Something i wanna say to u
Alice.. Be strong..
since that day i knew u, i can c ur sadness through ur eyes
i know what happened recently really make u very upset
but pls stay strong.. u r a smart girl i know..
don't becoz of this all stupid ppl and let u fall..
doesn't worth it u noe..
and like wat everyone said
you deserve someone better
maybe is nt the right timing yet
don't rush ok..
if u nid someone there for u, i m here
i m always there for u..
-Rachel-
Today i feel so nervous
wat kind of feel is this?
i should be happy right?
but seems like i m worrying something
wat happened to me?
Laz night my house was having a farewell
i going to leave the house at pjs7
and move to somewhere else
is sad to leave the house becoz there r so many memories
although is jz a short period
and u edy leave me for about 1month plus
but ur shadow still there that i could nvr 4get
laz night was talking vf my friend-knompy on the playgroud
as like wat she said
delete all our photos, it could make me feel better
the moment she ask me to delete
i really dunno wat to do
i don't want to delete...
i told her i dun wan to delete u...
i will put u down but i'll nvr 4get u..
coz i dun wan2 4get u.........
and finally i changed my wallpaper~
Something i wanna say to u
Alice.. Be strong..
since that day i knew u, i can c ur sadness through ur eyes
i know what happened recently really make u very upset
but pls stay strong.. u r a smart girl i know..
don't becoz of this all stupid ppl and let u fall..
doesn't worth it u noe..
and like wat everyone said
you deserve someone better
maybe is nt the right timing yet
don't rush ok..
if u nid someone there for u, i m here
i m always there for u..
-Rachel-
Thursday, October 1, 2009
。。。
我到底喜欢谁？
我自己也分不清了
一个是去爱
一个是被爱
还有一个是爱过
我也不知我把你放下了吗？
曾经有人问过我
“你会选择去爱还是被爱呢？”
“我觉得我应该会选择去爱因为如果被爱的我是不会珍惜对方的。。”
我有想过放弃去爱的念头然后就接受被爱
可是想想了，如果被爱可是我一点都不爱那个人，怎么办呢？
这也不是很痛苦吗？
那如果我喜欢过那个人
可是因为时间的关系变成了朋友
然后当他告诉我其实他在几个月前有想过要追求我的
只是他认为他追不起我
（怎么会追不起我?我心想）
为什么大家都这么说呢?
他说他不喜欢被拒绝的感受
（这当然啊。。谁喜欢哦？）
我告诉了他
“如果你没试过去争取机会，你怎么会懂那结果会是怎样呢？”
我自己也分不清了
一个是去爱
一个是被爱
还有一个是爱过
我也不知我把你放下了吗？
曾经有人问过我
“你会选择去爱还是被爱呢？”
“我觉得我应该会选择去爱因为如果被爱的我是不会珍惜对方的。。”
我有想过放弃去爱的念头然后就接受被爱
可是想想了，如果被爱可是我一点都不爱那个人，怎么办呢？
这也不是很痛苦吗？
那如果我喜欢过那个人
可是因为时间的关系变成了朋友
然后当他告诉我其实他在几个月前有想过要追求我的
只是他认为他追不起我
（怎么会追不起我?我心想）
为什么大家都这么说呢?
他说他不喜欢被拒绝的感受
（这当然啊。。谁喜欢哦？）
我告诉了他
“如果你没试过去争取机会，你怎么会懂那结果会是怎样呢？”
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