20/4/2009

what happened to us???

everything was started since laz few weeks...

argueing... quarreling....

and until laz night, everything was really not in control...

as like what she said, i lost my patient and temper toward her...

because of this... i lost her...

the feeling of losing someone i love, finally i knew...

i never hv this kind feeling b4, i never been hurt b4..

but this relationship really kill me...

i cried every second i think of her

i cried when i awake...

i dream of her when i 4asleep...

i miss her......

but do she miss me??

she hide herself and i can't even get her...

i called her, her friends but can't get her as well...

i can't sleep....

and i take alcohol and smoke....

to make myself sleep...

i can't imagine my life without her...

but i hv to let go...

becoz this is the decision...

i think she is oso trying to suit the life that without me...

we knew we'll seperate one day...

but never know that it come so fast...

the day that without her is so lonely...

but i'll make myself to suit in...

and will try to 4get about her...

i deleted all our photos...

our memories...

and our future...

this is a world that really not belongs to me...

i shouldn't step in...

but i never regret...

thanks for ur everything...

[March]

20 March was my last day of internship, felt so happy and wonder what could i do after that.

went to pyramid jz after my work at 7pm!

felt so excited while waiting for 7PM and finally reached 7pm so we were free........woohooo....
i still remember the last scene when we went back... walked with happily leaving the hell (but not really a hell la) hahahha



21 March we made a appointment for our nail at 10AM in the morning at pyramid...
i hv choosen 3D art for my thumbnail on my leg, and a set of 3D art too for my finger nails!
that moment after my nail done... i felt like... oh gosh, finally my nails can be shown to everyone (my previous nails were suck) and after that i went to find my dearest darling...
we went to bukit tinggi jusco (but seems like ntg we can do at there) so we choosed to go to 1U tot there will be a movie that we wanted to watched but finally we went back to pyramid (my second home) to catch that movie TALES OF DESPERAUX on midnight.... what a cute moviie with a little cute animal...



25 March i went to midvalley regarding to a group discussion research based on hospitality...
we talked about our studies about hospitality... there were only 8 students that are from different well-known hospitality colleges, taylors, sunway,kdu and berjaya students. This is the 1st time i went to this kind of group discussion.. it was great!! u can tell out what u dislike and what u prefered or anything that u would like to speech out for ur college and they might think of it.... and if it approve, then ur college have to take it as well...! Anyway jz wanted to say taylors is the best no matter how...



27 March we went to Kim Gary for our lunch... with annie and janice and we met out with weng keong, out coursemate that internship at upstair japanese restaurant.. as usual, what girls like to do??? GOSSIP!!! but this day we gossip not realy much.... and after that, we went to bought esther's b'day present...
at night, we were invited by Gaf, Esther's bf to TGI Friday subang parade, a long table that can fit in about 15-20 person.... many of our coursemate were there... ordered famous steaks and drinks... the foods at there really taste good! we talked, craped, laughed, took photos, and finally the moment of surprise for esther from gaf was out, CAKES! not only one but two... (wow, i felt so much wanted to eat the pandan cake, love pandan cakes) Esther was asked to stand on the chair while we were singing the b'day song for her, and hv to bend down to blows on the cakes that placed it on the end of the tables..!
after that, we continue with club... we went to helo bali... when the moment we step in, it was so empty like no body.... the songs was not really good....n everything feels bad..... i slept in the club >.<

Esther's b'day with her cakes.

Drinks at TGI

Srawberry drink =)

28 March we jz went to supper club... oh gosh, this day was so bad... and the club was haunted! but not really haunted... jz what we saw, a person (not sure is a butch or guy) suddenly sit down on the dance floor... and been take it to the side sofa by others... she keep shake her head in really slow motion with no sence... sound crazy right? evryone thought that she took pils. but whn the moment i looked at her jz a turn of my head, i felt so cold in sudden and scared!! she was really dun even know what she was doing, jz shake her head left to right in very slow motion... and this was my nightmare for about 3nights... can't sleep with the light off....

Dardar and i =)

peace..

30 March Finally i can met up with once of my coursemate that nt attend to esther's b'day party, nicholas.. and oso janice and annie... we went to cheong k (really long time didn't go) at redbox (i prefered neway).... about 5.40pm we catched a movie, UNBORN a ghost movie.... for me i think this movie was still ok... not really scary and boring....

took when boring..

My cute little baby hamster =D

History of Ice-skates

The oldest pair of skates known date back to about 3000 B.C., found at the bottom of a lake in Switzerland. The skates were made from the leg bones of large animals, holes were bored at each end of the bone and leather straps were used to tie the skates on. An old Dutch word for skate is "schenkel" which means "leg bone".

Around the 14th Century, the Dutch started using wooden platform skates with flat iron bottom runners. The skates were attached to the skater's shoes with leather straps. Poles were used to propel the skater. Around 1500, the Dutch added a narrow metal double edged blade, making the poles a thing of the past, as the skater could now push and glide with his feet (called the "Dutch Roll").

In 1848, E. V. Bushnell of Philadelphia, PA invented the first all steel clamp for skates.
In 1865, Jackson Haines, a famous American skater, developed the two plate all metal blade. The blade was attached directly to Haines' boots. The skater became famous for his new dance moves, jumps and spins. Haines added the first toe pick to skates in the 1870's, making toe pick jumps possible.

The first artificial ice rink (mechanically-refrigerated) was built in 1876, at Chelsea, London, England and was named the Glaciarium. It was built near the King's Road in London by John Gamgee.
In 1914, John E. Strauss, a blade maker from St. Paul, Minnesota, invented the first closed toe blade made from one piece of steel, making skates lighter and stronger.
The largest outdoor ice rink is the Fujikyu Highland Promenade Rink in Japan, built in 1967 and boasts an ice area of 165,750 square feet-- equal to 3.8 acres.

History of Ballet

Dance in various forms seems to have been part of human society since the beginning. It has evolved simultaneously in different countries and cultures and is used to convey all manners of emotions, beliefs and activities. Many kinds of dances are associated with certain costumes or styles of dress, and ballet dancing is no exception. A lot of choice exists when choosing the right clothing and ballet shoes.

Dancing has been of great importance to people of all social classes throughout history. In the late 17th century it became popular to choreograph some dances, and the aristocracy often had tutors who would instruct their children on the etiquette of dancing as well as moves. This meant that they had the know how to succeed in their social circles and could interact effectively with peers at dances, which were extremely fashionable at the time. Ballet was widely choreographed as well, and there are many conventions that are still followed in classical ballet today.
From the outset, ballet sought to capture the essence of nature and of emotions, and express these in a skilful, artistic and often dramatic way. Ballet clothing is designed to allow for freedom of movement, as are ballet shoes. All kinds of ballet shoes are made to be strong and provide protection for a dancer’s feet, some even allow for a move to be performed more easily and last longer. These specialist shoes are of great importance; many ballet dancers find getting their first pair of pointe slippers an exciting occasion, marking progression in their dancing ability. Shoes in general are very important in many cultures. Fashion predominates which shoes are worn quite frequently in modern times, but shoes seem to have a deeper meaning to many. The story of Cinderella and her glass slipper is passed from generation to generation, and similar stories exist from all sorts of cultures.

Ballet itself has inspired many stories and films. This is hardly surprising as it is an area for which some feel a great passion; some dedicate their entire lives to the world of ballet. Being a ballet dancer on tour can be extremely challenging, both physically and emotionally (as families are often far away). Some films and TV shows have drawn particular emphasis to the fact that ballet is seen by some to be a career only for women. Reassuring budding male ballet dancers that there is nothing effeminate in their choice is of great importance. After all, ballet requires great strength, stamina, skill and charisma. Like any kind of sport, ballet requires hours of practice and hard work in order to enable the amazing results spectators and audiences get to see. Male or female, the ability to dance in such a spectacular way is a demonstration of talent, endurance and hard work. Ballet dancers often speak of a great rush of adrenaline just before a performance, brought on by excitement, and often by nerves in the younger or less experienced!In short, dance is not easy, even the best dancers need to put their all into it. Ballet requires practice, talent, showmanship and of course the right clothes and ballet shoes!

My favourite Pink Ballet shoes =)

2/4

ring ring ring~~~ my phone alarm rang....
and i woke up....

again another day...
thinking wat should i wear...
and about 9.45am i went out...!

went for my facial...
about 2months i didn't do my facial
and finally i got the appointment at 10am 2/4..
and because of my facial i can't go to work...
it took about 1 1/2 hours for my biocell facial...
and then shifted me to another room for my milk bath treatment.....

i LOVE milk.... and imagine bathing v it...
it feel great!
a girl who served me, help me to massage with the hot milk to my whole body...
and after that, i can enjoyed in the bathtub..
beside they provided some cookies, sweets and a cup of milo just beside it!!
while lying inside the bathtub, i can enjoyed with it too...
wat a wonderful life~~

as what my dardar say, i hv to find someone reallly rich...
because so young already got such a luxury life...