The night of missing...

The night of missing in my heart. Now the time is 2:05 and i'm still awake. What is bothering in my mind?? I miss alot of ppl that came into my life n gone =( Start from my childhood.. the twin brother that i knew when i was 6years old, my primary best friend y.yTan, pgLim, my puppies, h.lSiew, x.dTan, those who treat me good but i don't appreciate n so on... i miss u all..... do u guys have the same thinking of mine? lost someone that close to u , u wanted to know what r they doing right now, but u don't hv the chance. If i got the chance , i will appreciate u b4 i lost u.. n nvr let u go..

Other than that, i wan to apologize to all who dislike me, hate me or maybe love me.. dislike/hate a person is very painful.. is jz like something that make me can't really breath.. As a friend, we should help each other n lend ur hand when they need help from you but not like the previous me (selfish)!! Becoz of my stupidity, i lost some of u..

Besides, love is jz an illusion 4 me.. i nid some one to care about me, control me n love me but no one can stand of my attitude, i'm too playful. Sometime when lying on the bed, everything will flash back n make me can't fall asleep, alot of things in my mind n in my heart that i want to tell 'you'...! But everything is too late..! Do appreciate what u hv b4 u lost it..! 'I Love You' ...but i can't be with you... What i can do is jz miss u... all the sweet memories kept in my mind n i'll nvr 4get about it...