[wateva]

recently my mood so unstable
dunno is becoz of too much of tension.. or stress
actually i cared about alot of thing but i jz didn't say out
is becoz u didn't tell me ur things oso, so i oso dun feel like telling u my thing
i m always jz an outsider for u!!! and she is ur only beloved future wife! maybe i got ntg to do with u in the future, this u always make me think so. that's y u won't tell me much thing about u and ur family. maybe i m jz someone to acc u past ur time. but i dun mind la... i'll do my best.......
alot of question keep bothering me....
hv u contact vf her recently? (i always wanted to ask u.. but i didn't..)
i m still wondering why tat day she canot go hv her puk number herself at pyramid maxis, why muz u help her to get her puk number, is she still under ur line?
dear... i always wonder both of u still 2gether?
still miss each other but why wan lidat... sigh...................