[11/2/2010]

from outside i looks like ntg, dun care, dun mind...
do anyone know what happening in my inner part?
my heart is bleeding.....
no one will understand me...
i dun wan ppl who around me sad becoz of me..
always talk crap and do stupid things is jz wan u to be more happy when tgt with me..
i cared alot for u, jz that i didn't show out.

so sad after gone down from the car
hold my tears until i went in home
keep crying, dunno why....
everything is my fault...
things shouldn't happened lidat...
sigh.... the feel being ignore is so hard to take it!
never feel this way b4!
hate being ignore! T____T
dun like ~!#$%^&*