My heart said:

i dun care
i dun mind
i nt gonna care anything about u all anymore!!!
u all mess my life.....!
is this the life i wanted?
i m not belongs to ur world
but my heart was inside..
any guys can bring me out?
tried to loved..
tried to give up..
tried to cared..
but u all really mess my life vf ur fucking emotional life...!
*i hate to c ur life vf her
but i can't do anything
dislike..! and jealous..!
(nt for u asshole)

2day is my bro's b'day...
omg...! i 4get about it...!
jz now my daddy called me up..
and asked me did i wish my bro..
argh... my bro 21st b'day...
how could i 4get???
i wanted to wish my bro but i can't get him =(

*Bro, how r u?
r u fine with ur life at there?
hv anyone celebrate ur b'day with u at there?
don't feel lonely k... coz we r always here for u...
and at here..i wanted to wish u~
HaPpy 21st BirtHdaY ya~~
LOVE u so much...
wish u all the best...
take care ya...

argh................ i m so nervous....
wat should i do?
the coming monday is my orientation day for my internship..
and it gonna take me 3months time to finish it...
my placement is at Dessert's Bar...
but nt sure which dessert's bar..maybe subang, maybe k.l...
so my friends remember come visit me ya...

i still remember the previous intership that u still by my side...
u always fetch me up n down from my work..
everytime after work, i were so happy coz i know u r the 1st one i gonna meet later..
and sometimes u really make me so surprised...
suddenly appears after my work..
but now u r nt here anymore...
everything i hv to learn n do it myself...
i know is different between working and studying...
i still remember my 1st day of my previous intership...
i cried coz of i can't suit the life of working...
i dunnno how to handle all small matters...
and u were the one who teached me...
u teached me how to handle ppl's attitude..
how to make myself more happy..
and wake me up in the morning..
haha~
btw..wish u always happy ya ^^
treat ur next with ur heart too...